Yesterday was challenging. What was supposed to be two simple medical appointments turned into a day of going from this professional to that professional and finding out I'm in worse shape than I thought. I was supposed to be back at work between the two scheduled appointments and in the end I didn't make it back until the end of the day when I picked up the boy for our planned evening. ( Read more... )

In the past few days my relationship with the boy has shifted to a point where I'm taking the Sir role regularly. Ironically, I thought it would be the other way around when we first started this adventure. The boy seems to be enjoying this greatly. There have been moments when I've been concerned that I won't be dominated by him enough to satisfy my desire to serve him. As I've been settling into this position I've been required to set up scenarios for him to serve. I have to constantly be thinking of ways to make his service to me even more exciting, pleasurable, and satisfying for him. I'm also noticing that in a way.... my desire to serve is being met by having to take care of my boy. This is a positive side affect I was not anticipating.

It's also very helpful that Dick is providing me with a lot of salacious, sadistic ideas of things to do to him. As well as showing me how to train him in a way that is cognizant of his emotional, mental, and physical well-being. This is being a very rewarding experience to date.